Bittersweet Life...

Friday, May 27, 2005

im so bored...

tmr is sat...

there's a lot of stuff tt i wanna go to... but i cant. so shitty... first, there's dikir barat comp... second, there's the gatherin of freshies frm mly camp at sentosa... third, there's the run at siglap where prolly most of my classmates will be there. i miss 4g soo much...

reason as to why i cant go: CI course.

im so tempted to not go for this sat training and get out of the whole course... throw 200 bucks rite in front of the officer's face and leave. i cant go to these great events. i cant have my weekends with my family. and i've lost the onli thing tt motivated me to carry on with the course. but wat the heck.. it was onli to encourage me... it'll be stupid of me to quit now, after spendin 7 days in torturous camp and then quit juz coz i cant go for stuff... haiz..

Smashed into pieces at 5/27/2005 03:55:00 PM